I am better now
I had to deplete my thirst for approval
I am better now
I can’t seem to approve myself anyway, any more
I am better now
Being my own disapprover
I am better now
Knowing I won’t get what I want unless I perform
I am better now
Though I might not be free of all shackle
I am better now
In the greatest shape of my life
I am better now
Knowing I struggle away from self
I am better now
Hardened, humbled by shameful memory
I am better now
By assumption that those I’ve harmed are better too
I am better now
Waking up and making purchases
I am better now
Realizing I’ve spent what I don’t own
I am better now
Though I was short with you this morning
I am better now
I overcompensate happy medium
I am better now
Presence over presents
I am better now
Seeing how much I want what I have no need
I am better now
Waking up and buying things
I am better now
Spending early all I’ve earned
I am better now
Buying things and learning about things
I am better now
With all my knowledge I picture a field of flowers
I am better now
I am a field of flowers
I am better now
Waking up and praying
I am better now
I get out of bed and cradle my lover’s pet
I am better now
Waking up and praying for my friendships
I am better now
For better can not get worse
I am better now
Buying more things, my quests to fulfill
I am better now
Thousands of milligrams, caffeine
I am better now
From chemicals, internal and manmade
I am better now
With chemicals, internal and manmade
I am better now
Waking up and looking for delivery
I am better now
Doing a soliloquy